The night time fears vanish with the rising sun, the voices quiet down. All the bad that can happen to a person is what my mind tells me can happen to me, that I can wake to a different reality. Now I am in between that horrid fear and the breath of relief that comes in the morning. I did not sleep last night. Too much going on. Real fears of not waking in time to get our sick puppy to the vet. Throw on the fear of leaving the house and I don’t know whether to just hop in bed now that the sun is out and push out the day or power through. My mind is a terrible place to be after midnight.